Tuesday, September 15, 2009

i know

i know i know.. i run off and on this shit. but hectic things took place.. but im back at school. and now.
i have time to do ME.

Getting older. ima show yall

Friday, June 5, 2009

Roots concert tomorrow.


im pretty excited people.. i know... ive been talking about this for a while but you dont know ... i think santogold is such a force not to be reconned with and what if vashtie is there... i dont know i hope it all works accordingly.


i feel like i have to clear all this.

0ut of character :
i have to get a lil outta character for this real quick.
i am very humble but sometimes i feel like i have to really remind people. if your trying to be like me.. or trying to copy from my blog hop off. yes i wear hats and sneakers, and probably more straight then most of this american apparel trashbags. please don't test me because.. i will shut you down both physically and mentally.  don't worry about how i get VIP everywhere, just know you never will be as fortunate to get close to what ive been close to . so keep my thrust in ya mouth.. but just letting you know ima choke you with it .. thank you and goose night. 
AND THIS IS FOR ALL LITTLE FAKE GIRLS that live on my blog. thank you again and good night. 

work work work

i work at a office.. and im usually bored out my last membrane.. but i do a lot of paper work... i cannot work a 9 to 5 and thats definite. pays good money thou :)

and this shut down .. NY AS A WHOLE!

JAY-z came with fire tonight.. RIP Death OF Autotune
take a listen. HOT97


Thursday, May 28, 2009

Patrick Rochon




i was doing my usual portrait scouting and i felt like seeing light experiments.. everytime i see something on kanyeuniversity.com i try to go a little deeper to see what the art is really about and read up on the artist a little. . someone needs to ask P. Rochon to do an album cover, maybe coldplay. 

Life of Solitude



You know i like writing.
i like it cause i don't have to talk much around here and like to keep it as such. observing things around me i see alot of happy people. i don't really have any complaints in life either. but i want to keep it like that. when i am alone i can feel and grasp joy from non-existent things .. and i really like that. people can really tear you down and build you up sometimes. this morning i woke up pretty early and looked outside to check if i was the only person in the house, i was. my feet felt the carpet and i could feel my hair falling from my ponytail slowly but surely. and the first thought that entered my mind was : how is this all supposed to work out : just everything. i find music as a passionate get away.. but when that is all it gets frustrating. trying to find someone to cover such a void. sitting on the Trainstation i watch all the people stare into space as i stare into their space and i wonder if people think the same as me. do they wonder what will be the next plan in their life just like this next Trainstop. does our lives all have soundtacks and we tend to repeat certain songs over and over just because ... it brings back thoughts... doesn't really have to be good.. but thoughts.. something to give you an extra inhale.. i look at people and watch the way they smile with their partner and i smile because people enjoy life. there isn't a requirement there isn't a quality.. its just pure happiness and i wish all of us can just experience the pure ambiance of unleashed happiness at its prime. . and once you have found that with in yourself you can bring that and share with the world. just as the woman did with her partner and without noticing .. me too.

summer songs 2009





also some coldplay.. and jayz. . santogold.. and kanye of course...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Paul Revere

Beastie Boys, i like to jam to these kids. they hail from NYC... pretty much one of my favorite groups all around. MCA, Mike D, AD Rock. one of my favorite song from them :





Met Maxwell




Moms woke me up 
"maxwell is coming to my job, you want to join?"
i shot up responded 
"cool"
somepictures.. by the way : i fell in love with him that day .. He issss sooo fine (had to sound ghetto in the worst way)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

MY HEART HURTS

SUPPOSEDLY RIHANNA AND DRAKE ARE DATING! NO ! DRAKE WAS A GOOD ONE. 

cant wait to see how long this lasts. 

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comeback season my ass.. hm why rihanna?

lastnightthinking

last night. 
I was doing a lil .. project .. then the kings of queens came on.. cheered me up.. 
then i starting thinking. 
LAW AND ORDER is not so bad after all. watched it few days back episode after episode.. it was super. 
http://www.tnt.tv/series/

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The old one is prob.. bomestic

Some Days i like this girl SOME days i dont. her album is wishy washy to me at times.. (yea wish washy is still a word)

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AND steven does it again.

while i was drinking my normal 3:30 am soda. i received a message from steven (the best artist.. ever ) on facebook stating that people were trying to GO HARD on NY.. and try to make it sound like...NYC isn't the best city ... God himself has created.. but ... i shouldn't say much because steven broke it all the way down.. 

NEVER.....Yes LA is a AMAZING PLACE and everyone across the nation wants to get to thats something to be proud of.
At The same time NEW YORK....as in the CITY
NEW YORK CITY IS AN ANOMALY.... sOMETHING THAT NOTHING CAN BE COMPARED TO. 
yES YA'LL ARE THE CITY OF ANGELS...A CITY OF BEAUTY
BUT NEW YORK WAS SOMETHING HAND CRAFTED THAT GOD PUT HIS HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT INTO
tHIS A CITY THAT PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY DIEING TO GET TO.
a CITY IS BREATH TAKING TO JESUS AS HE STARES IN AWE AT HOW HIS FATHER COULD CREATE SOMETHING SO AMAZING.
DURING THE EXPANSION WEST OF THE UNTIED STATES IM SURE SOME OF ITS ARCHITECTS CAME FROM NYC TO BUILD LA. BUT THATS NOT EVEN IMPORTANT CUZ I GOT MUCH LOVE FOR LA.
I SPENT A SEVERAL MONTHS OF MY LIFE THERE BUT THE OTHER 18 IN THE CITY SO NICE THEY NAMED THAT MOTHER FUCKER TWICE, THE BIG ONION, THE BIG APPLE, THE CITY THAT NEVER SLEEPS, THE EMPIRE STATE.....AN EMPIRE THO....AN EMPIRE...CAN YOU COMPREHEND THAT.....AN EMPIRE...I GO SO HAM THAT I NEED A NEW BOX, BUT BACK 2 BUSINESS...
AN EMPIRE.... THATS AMOUNG THE LINES OF...
THE ROMAN EMPIRE
THE MACEDONIAN EMPIRE
THE BRITISH EMPIRE
THE MOST POWERFUL AND DIGNIFIED EMPIRES OF ALL TIME.
NEW YORK IS OF THAT MUCH IMPORTANCE TO THE WORLD THAT WE ARE ALWAYS A TARGET FOR TERRORIST ATTACKS BECAUSE IT WOULD CAUSE SO MUCH DAMAGE TO THE NATION...
WHEN THE TWIN TOWERS WERE HIT, IT FUCKED UP THE WORLD ECONOMY....NOT JUST AMERICA THE WORLD....WTF..... THE WORLD THO.
HOME OF THE MOST ADVANCE TRANSPORTATION SYSTEM IN THE WORLD
SECOND LARGEST STOCK MARKET IN THE WORLD NEXT TO JAPAN (what can i say asia is coming up)
WE AINT THE DOPEST IN SPORTS BUT THE YANKEES HAVE WON THE MOST WORLD SERIES EVER...EVER
HOME OF THE GREATEST HOCKEY PLAYER WAYNE GRETZKY (thats not even important)
STATUE OF LIBERTY, EMPIRE STATE BUILDING, WORLD TRADE CENTER(R.I.P), ELLIS ISLAND (where every immigrant entered america before california was stable), HOME TO THE HARLEM RENAISSANCE, AND THOSE ARE JUST A FEW THINGS YA DIG....
BUT AS I SAID 
MUCH LOVE GOES OUT TO 
LA
CHICAGO
HOUSTON
AND OF COURSE
NYC
AND ALL THOSE OTHR CITIES AROUND THE WORLD (this is about america right now)

PEACE & MUCH LOVE TO YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Santogold : YOUR VOICE.


a pick me up.

Monday, May 18, 2009

yep. and it happens

I guess this is what happens in reality endings. i wanted a happy one. but that never ever will happen to me. but once again i have made myself look like a fool. i was fooled. and its my fault. totally my fault. didn't expect it from him.Gonna spend more days at the park thinking. Dont have time to cry just drink coca cola and think about plans for world domination. mark you had me fooled, i really thought we were going far but all we were doing was regressing. all those dinners, walks to nowhere, hospital trips. all those were fake? you have officially made me afraid to love. ThankYou.  

Deanii Scott

Thursday, May 14, 2009

oh and here is part 2..

My first Loft/Studiowarming song.. When i get an APT that is.

Coke and Pills






after being locked up in this house i had to do something so i took a few picture with my moms over priced camera to see how they would come out.. and these are the results..

my own friend


Looking thru just about all the friends i've parted with and .. the ones i had to drop.. and the ones i kept.. i know this game wont end soon.. really trying to become my own friend.. and do myself a favor and set projects to keep me.. alone.. i like it that way... so got a lot of pictures coming soon. more attention to this good ol blog.. yes my name is scottie .. like to go by galactic.. or just scottie.. and i'd like to be anyones friend... just not humans..

PUT THE CARD DOWN


one of my good movies to watch it reminds me of somebody .. just about all the time. . . just thought i would post it.. it would make a really good "rain" movie day...

for someone

the song that turns my heart upside down.

one beautiful song. remembering smiles



:)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Twitter.



Twitter.com/GalacticEntity

so here it is.. starting to pursue in what i want to do.. im tired of just waiting .. im going to explore. and to join.. follow me .

Friday, April 10, 2009

AMERICAN APPAREL ..NOT



OVER priced! !
all i wanted to say.. just cant spend that kinda money on some skirts Hanes can make themselves and sell in packs..

See what i mean

..poKES MY BRAIN

SO. NEW MOVEMENT : POKE HER FACE 
the BEAT is BANANAS On about 76 new levels ..

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

dealing with a heartbreak


So,
always been the type to actually cover up everything i've ever felt .. never thought people mattered. i decided to express myself here. im learning slowly but very accurately i have chosen the appropriate words for how i feel. i have been dating someone for a while and about 2 weeks ago, he cheated. yes we were a title. i figured titles will alter the persons total views of their significant other. but it doesn't.
So of course I was hurt. But then I met a very intriguing person who struck my eyes before my eyes opened to "the EX".. 
I have always been a person who did "really" care about what people thought about me so Kept this boy at a distance because I didn't want people seeing me with a new person already. I ended up hurting him a few times. I am lucky to have him now. 
 so i came up with this conclusion: i am a girl and i do have feelings and this poem "choices" by Nikki Giovanni sums it up in a few bars...

This makes Nooo sense but .. I just wanted to make sure I got my words out before the sun came up.

Friday, February 20, 2009

eek.. well i laughed

kind of idk.. hilarious

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Light seems to STEAl the corners of my heart.

howaboutthat.
Forest from LICHTFAKTOR on Vimeo.

just to understand

..space

really Dont expect people to read this but.. maybe god is on facebook.

some one one said that it was okay to feel.
it was okay to turn what was once nothing into miniature pieces of sensation. it was okay to fall face first without thinking who was going to catch you.
i wanted to run so fast into a field of air so i can once regain the breath i have lost. just to sit ... and watch the sunrise on the highest peek of wiser hill. and just understand. not understand certain things. but understand. i feel like when stars compliment my mind .. they are crazy cuz i dont see the same on earth.. i could just imagine the look of disappointment on everyones face when i had hurt myself. i let it get too far and turn me into a human who receives feelings and molds them into.. fireworks. . therefore i got excited and tried to create a whole new me.

taught to feel whats expected not what is wished.

i see motions in slow motion.. just physical movements and screams in silence.
i scream in silence.
how do you hurt someone. how do you create such lies and abide by them until... well until you dont feel like it anymore.

i paint fool many times in my mind. but when i think of the visual picture.... its me.

i apologize to myself every morning while i thank God for waking me up.. im not a hateful person. im just a person who is wrongfully judged and angered by it. really i wish that sometimes.. i could go away .. just so that .. i wont wish

just fade...

with this fade process i will learn to accept myself..provide myself with what i need. and not need anyone.. become someone i promised myself i should be. start to paint the clouds the way i wanted to and read the aligning of stars. i want to learn how to look so deep into someone that i live within them...be able to accept the world.. accept the people. accept the negative and positive, for they are only ideas that make you much powerful.. you just have to acknowledge it..

there is this song called fix you.. by coldplay.

i want to sit on a street where no one has ever driven and see who drives past first. how fast the wheels turn and if anyone would stop for me.
.. i want light to consume my body.. just so that i know my papa is at the end of it...



i just want one person i can close my eyes. and be able to show my soul to.. without looking back. and feeling forward. . . just be able to see him in darkness and hold me with out physical touch.. to fall in love with my eyelids and the creation molding before me in his mind.
one person.

till then i will remain alone. accompanied by the invisible. and the . philosophical views god lets my eyes witness at night.

Drake.. speechless totally speechless


so. i have been going thru a battle with myself.
i wanted someone to understand but seems this earth isnt capable of that just yet .. but then. this mixtape came out.
this mixtape.
i only had taken 4 breaths during the whole listen session.
i almost died but i didnt mind because i knew that there was someone who would actually understand. completely and he does. i know he doesnt know me. but if i could say anything to this man it would be.

light. thankyou. for light.

JOB WELL DONE.



my dream partner makes work that makes my abstract eyes water.. streams of beauty. just magnificent.

his BLOG:Thekickitkidwhosaydat.blogspot.com

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE


KANYE WEST "Welcome To Heartbreak" Directed by Nabil from nabil elderkin on Vimeo.

She's a Star - Will.i.am


Will.i.am "She's a Star" music video from nabil elderkin on Vimeo.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

IM sorry FOr my Actions.


I haven't actually updated my blog due to ..... lots of things 

IM BACK... 
Went To my home town NY School break.. but actually missed the A.
and def.
Have new pics to put up.. new things to show yall.