Thursday, May 28, 2009
i was doing my usual portrait scouting and i felt like seeing light experiments.. everytime i see something on kanyeuniversity.com i try to go a little deeper to see what the art is really about and read up on the artist a little. . someone needs to ask P. Rochon to do an album cover, maybe coldplay.
You know i like writing.
i like it cause i don't have to talk much around here and like to keep it as such. observing things around me i see alot of happy people. i don't really have any complaints in life either. but i want to keep it like that. when i am alone i can feel and grasp joy from non-existent things .. and i really like that. people can really tear you down and build you up sometimes. this morning i woke up pretty early and looked outside to check if i was the only person in the house, i was. my feet felt the carpet and i could feel my hair falling from my ponytail slowly but surely. and the first thought that entered my mind was : how is this all supposed to work out : just everything. i find music as a passionate get away.. but when that is all it gets frustrating. trying to find someone to cover such a void. sitting on the Trainstation i watch all the people stare into space as i stare into their space and i wonder if people think the same as me. do they wonder what will be the next plan in their life just like this next Trainstop. does our lives all have soundtacks and we tend to repeat certain songs over and over just because ... it brings back thoughts... doesn't really have to be good.. but thoughts.. something to give you an extra inhale.. i look at people and watch the way they smile with their partner and i smile because people enjoy life. there isn't a requirement there isn't a quality.. its just pure happiness and i wish all of us can just experience the pure ambiance of unleashed happiness at its prime. . and once you have found that with in yourself you can bring that and share with the world. just as the woman did with her partner and without noticing .. me too.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I was doing a lil .. project .. then the kings of queens came on.. cheered me up..
then i starting thinking.
LAW AND ORDER is not so bad after all. watched it few days back episode after episode.. it was super.
The old one is prob.. bomestic
while i was drinking my normal 3:30 am soda. i received a message from steven (the best artist.. ever ) on facebook stating that people were trying to GO HARD on NY.. and try to make it sound like...NYC isn't the best city ... God himself has created.. but ... i shouldn't say much because steven broke it all the way down..
NEVER.....Yes LA is a AMAZING PLACE and everyone across the nation wants to get to thats something to be proud of.
At The same time NEW YORK....as in the CITY
NEW YORK CITY IS AN ANOMALY.... sOMETHING THAT NOTHING CAN BE COMPARED TO.
yES YA'LL ARE THE CITY OF ANGELS...A CITY OF BEAUTY
BUT NEW YORK WAS SOMETHING HAND CRAFTED THAT GOD PUT HIS HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT INTO
tHIS A CITY THAT PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY DIEING TO GET TO.
a CITY IS BREATH TAKING TO JESUS AS HE STARES IN AWE AT HOW HIS FATHER COULD CREATE SOMETHING SO AMAZING.
DURING THE EXPANSION WEST OF THE UNTIED STATES IM SURE SOME OF ITS ARCHITECTS CAME FROM NYC TO BUILD LA. BUT THATS NOT EVEN IMPORTANT CUZ I GOT MUCH LOVE FOR LA.
I SPENT A SEVERAL MONTHS OF MY LIFE THERE BUT THE OTHER 18 IN THE CITY SO NICE THEY NAMED THAT MOTHER FUCKER TWICE, THE BIG ONION, THE BIG APPLE, THE CITY THAT NEVER SLEEPS, THE EMPIRE STATE.....AN EMPIRE THO....AN EMPIRE...CAN YOU COMPREHEND THAT.....AN EMPIRE...I GO SO HAM THAT I NEED A NEW BOX, BUT BACK 2 BUSINESS...
AN EMPIRE.... THATS AMOUNG THE LINES OF...
THE ROMAN EMPIRE
THE MACEDONIAN EMPIRE
THE BRITISH EMPIRE
THE MOST POWERFUL AND DIGNIFIED EMPIRES OF ALL TIME.
NEW YORK IS OF THAT MUCH IMPORTANCE TO THE WORLD THAT WE ARE ALWAYS A TARGET FOR TERRORIST ATTACKS BECAUSE IT WOULD CAUSE SO MUCH DAMAGE TO THE NATION...
WHEN THE TWIN TOWERS WERE HIT, IT FUCKED UP THE WORLD ECONOMY....NOT JUST AMERICA THE WORLD....WTF..... THE WORLD THO.
HOME OF THE MOST ADVANCE TRANSPORTATION SYSTEM IN THE WORLD
SECOND LARGEST STOCK MARKET IN THE WORLD NEXT TO JAPAN (what can i say asia is coming up)
WE AINT THE DOPEST IN SPORTS BUT THE YANKEES HAVE WON THE MOST WORLD SERIES EVER...EVER
HOME OF THE GREATEST HOCKEY PLAYER WAYNE GRETZKY (thats not even important)
STATUE OF LIBERTY, EMPIRE STATE BUILDING, WORLD TRADE CENTER(R.I.P), ELLIS ISLAND (where every immigrant entered america before california was stable), HOME TO THE HARLEM RENAISSANCE, AND THOSE ARE JUST A FEW THINGS YA DIG....
BUT AS I SAID
MUCH LOVE GOES OUT TO
AND OF COURSE
AND ALL THOSE OTHR CITIES AROUND THE WORLD (this is about america right now)
PEACE & MUCH LOVE TO YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, May 18, 2009
I guess this is what happens in reality endings. i wanted a happy one. but that never ever will happen to me. but once again i have made myself look like a fool. i was fooled. and its my fault. totally my fault. didn't expect it from him.Gonna spend more days at the park thinking. Dont have time to cry just drink coca cola and think about plans for world domination. mark you had me fooled, i really thought we were going far but all we were doing was regressing. all those dinners, walks to nowhere, hospital trips. all those were fake? you have officially made me afraid to love. ThankYou.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Looking thru just about all the friends i've parted with and .. the ones i had to drop.. and the ones i kept.. i know this game wont end soon.. really trying to become my own friend.. and do myself a favor and set projects to keep me.. alone.. i like it that way... so got a lot of pictures coming soon. more attention to this good ol blog.. yes my name is scottie .. like to go by galactic.. or just scottie.. and i'd like to be anyones friend... just not humans..